Right now there are a few things that are clear to me.

Will I start dating again?

No, I don’t think my heart is ready for that. And besides, I have come to the point where I do not see much use in trying by myself. By my own strengths. The next time it happens, it will be for the right reason. That, I believe.

Now that I have patched things up with Jo, will I get back together again with her?

No, I don’t think that is possible. For a very clear reason that both of us know…

What will I do now?

I have to thank God for letting everything happened in my life. He really knows me well :). He knows what will drive me to do certain things. Now I can see really clearly why things have to happen the way they did.

And more importantly, I know exactly where I’m heading now. It will be a long journey of faith, but I am working on my future and nothing can stop me now!