… is that sometimes I feel jealous too.

When you chat happily with friends. Friends who can be considered as the type that you like. When you go out with them. For dinner or other things.

But I try my best to tell my heart to calm down. That I should not worry. That I should just trust you, as I always do. I believe in giving you space. Your own personal space. The last thing I want is for you to be suffocated in this relationship. I believe you will lead a happier and more productive life when you interacted with others. Family, friends, and colleagues. Because for the same reason, I like to interact with other people too.

(Btw, I enjoy talking to your mom and dad and auntie. I think they are cute at times!)

And yes, I want that when you are with me, it’s a conscious choice that you are making. That you choose to be with me. That you can choose not to, and yet you are with me.

It serves as a constant reminder to keep improving myself. I’m doing it for myself, and for you. I want to be someone that you love more and more each day.

So, yes, it’s not only you who feel jealous.

I do feel that way too.